Today is my first day writing on here.
I have many things i want to express and look forward to this endeavor.
I will start with this morning.
While I was designing this blog with my teacher Jeff, my mom interrupted by yelling at him to drink his tea before it gets cold.
My brain told my body to get mad.
My body, with its overdramatic nature, interpretted this as get furious and aggressive.
Within seconds it flipped the table over, hit my head multiple times, and put a marker in my mouth.
This is the constant contradictory theme of my daily life.
I went to the bathroom just a second ago.
I comprehend the most minute and specific details; walk in the room , Put both hands in pockets and apply a downward force, pull pants down, pull the seat cover off, sit down, apply internal pressure just below mid abdomen, push until the bladder is empty, flush with right hand, stand up, face the sink, turn the sink handle counter clockwise, grab the bar of soap, scrub for 30 seconds, turn the sInk off, dry hands and exit.
However, for the life of me i can't get my body to listen.
Today my body wouldn't sit down and it covered the seat with urine.
Yesterday it did the steps out of order and I ended up pantsless in the kitchen.
Same story different day, eh?
I don't want this blog to be depressing, there are many great things in my life, but I do want thIs blog to be authentic.
I guess ill leave It there for now.
Until next time, Sami